Hurley’s Neighborhood

FINAL Plotting

Lately,, this book is really influence me.

Ufuk_SUBCONSCIOUS-MIND (1)

i know now… there are people around me who can destroy my dreams, and people who always support me to make my dreams come true. Ok, so gw mengakui klo gw ga besar di keluarga yg benar2 ngedukung gw apa adanya. gw ga tumbuh di keluarga yang mengakui prestasi2 gw,, yg memuji atau bahkan mengenang prestasi2 gw,, seolah2 gw hanyalah anak normal yg biasa2 aja. well,, smua orang tentuny harus mengakui klo mereka itu unik,, dan pengakuan ternyata memiliki efek yang luar biasa.

Ga bisa disangkal juga,, tanpa adanya pengakuan,, bisa saja membuat orang tersebut bekerja lebih keras lagi untuk terus mengusahakan sebuah pengakuan,, dan yang terutama dan yang terbesar tentunya dari orang tua dan keluarga dan kerabat. That’s me.

Buku Subconscious Mind In Action (by Lynn Pierce), mengajarkan betapa pentingnya mencapai tujuan-tujuan hidup,, sesuai dengan apa yang kita sendiri pikirkan. Bukan seperti apa yang diharapkan orang lain,, bukan juga tanpa tujuan.

So, here i am. Mencoba menuliskan apa tujuan-tujuan hidup teratas yang lately baru gw sadari.

1.       Be a Rocker [well,, gw sih mengharapkan bisa single. tapi klo untuk mencapainya gw harus jadi vokalis rock band,, why not?]

2.       Write so many books,, and be the next Stephanie Meyer or Tolkien or JK Rowling

3.       Open bussiness like, club, café, clothing line and hotel

Next, gw akan menuliskan visi gw ke depan

1.       Next year : have so many concerts with my band in different places or cities; meet my soulmate eventually; meet someone who will record my voice and songs and people starts to recognize my name

2.       5 years later : already married with my husband, have a baby boy named Austin. Still a rocker and start to go international. open my café and clothing line.

3.       10 years later : still with my husband, Austin is now 5yrs old, and have a twin baby named Bernadette and Rosario, 3yrs old. An international rocker now and there are people starts to make a movie based on my books. Open my hotel and club, and still rolls my café and clothing line

4.       20 years later : still with my husband and three children. A legendary rocker now, and still writing songs for people. People around the world buy my books and watch my movie. and still rolls my hotel, club, café, and clothing line.

5.       50 years later : a happy grandma. a living legend. still writing songs for people and watch over and over my movie. Menikmati sisa hidup.

I would like to say I have been up to a lot of excitement but no that is not the case more like I have been taking care of myself or trying to getting shopping done but of late I get home and pass out or zone out in a unwakeable sleep it is very annoying and very strange to be so tired you cant really get up like a walking dead!
Also my reliable Truck has a few problems I am trying to fix and to ad to that the neighbors dog was around late one night last week, Now if you have never heard of a skunk it is a cat like creature with sharp claws but that is not its defensive weapon! I would be happy if when the dog startled the skunk it clawed my truck a few scrapes not a problem but Skunks have a defensive weapon that they spray out there back end, lifting there tail and leaving a Oder so foul so rank so disgusting and it stays around for weeks, months.......for a long time. so when I take my truck places I just have to smell my way back to it no sight needed! it has been almost a week and today I tried washing it, it did cut the smell a bit but, time will tell! So I am not dead I am not missing I am for some reason worn out my get up and go got up and went without me. So between taking my mother for her doctors appointments and tests to see if surgery will have to be done and trying to get things done between naps I am still hear but am missing all the places I usually get to not being able to take a trip through the woods not having the  ability to take a few long trips around through the places where I want to take some photos but who knows what tomorrow will bring maybe wining lottery numbers but being only 12million it might make a good weekend!  

HANG-OVER EFFECT AFTER THE 2009 AMA, LAMBERT'S SHOW GETS CANCELLED WHILE JLO IN TOTAL DENIAL 

Both Taylor Swift and Michael Jackson were the big winners at the recent AMA, but it was Swift who bagged the Artist of the Year title that night. Swift took home 5 awards including Female Artist for both Pop-Rock and Country categories, and Album for Country. MJ on the other hand won 4 in total, Male Artist for both Pop-Rock and Sould-R&B categories and Album for both the same categories. Black Eyed Peas and Jay-Z were also doing well where each took home 2 awards. Beyonce was given the award for Female Artist for Soul-R&B.

AMA 2009 - Taylor Swift Wins Big

Quite a few shockers took place that night, but Jennifer Lopez and Adam Lambert made the biggest impression. Lambert closed the show with his provocative and controversial performance of his new single For Your Entertainment, with his stage antics indulged in both sexual and S&M theme, including walking with a male dancer on a leash, pushing another dancer's face against his crotch and finally dropping the biggest bomb that night as he kissed one of them on stage, sparking both positive feedback and complaints from public.

AMA 2009 - Adam Lambert's Racy Performance

ABC has also decided to cancel his show on the Good Morning America program, where their spokesperson said, “Given his controversial American Music Awards performance, we were concerned about airing a similar concert so early in the morning.” 

While Lambert made his statement intentionally, JLo on the other hand did not plan for hers at all, as she falls right on her biggest selling 'asset' during her performance. Credit given for her quick recovery on stage, but rather than being gracious and grounded for the fall, she decided to do the oppostive when Ryan Seacrest interviewed her during his KISS FM Radio Show. She jokingly said “Did I trip a little bit? I don’t even remember.” When Seacrest commended her for the great recovery, she then coyly added to her not-so-funny joke "I meant to do that. What are you talking about? Don’t you know me better than that? It was part of the choreography!" And it didn't just end there, she decided to proclaim it herself, trying to squeeze whatever pride that's left of her embarassing act on stage by saying “The measure of things is, it’s not what happens when you fall, it’s how you handle it when you fall.” Very gracious JLo, well done.

Janet Jackson gave an opening act with a medley of some of her greatest hits, showing that she can still move, but perhaps not too much can be said of for her vocals as she was miming all the way. I particularly liked Kelly Clarkson's performance as she tones down her current hit Already Gone. Already a big fan of that track, I equally enjoyed her mellowed version that night.

The night was also accompanied by Lady GaGa's performance of Bad Romance and the song she sang about her father, Speechless. The performance was filled with the usual GaGa antics, including her crashing a glass panel to reveal a piano which she played on for her second track.

Here's the full list of winners that night:  

Artist of the Year: Taylor Swift

Pop-Rock
Male artist: Michael Jackson
Female artist: Taylor Swift
Band, duo or group: Black Eyed Peas
Album: Michael Jackson, "Number Ones"

Soul-R&B
Male artist: Michael Jackson
Female artist: Beyonce
Band, duo or group: Black Eyed Peas
Album: Michael Jackson, "Number Ones"

Rap-Hip-Hop
Artist: Jay-Z
Album: Jay-Z, "Blueprint 3"

Country
Male artist: Keith Urban
Female artist: Taylor Swift
Band, duo or group: Rascal Flatts
Album: Taylor Swift, "Fearless"

BEYONCE AND LADY GAGA'S DOUBLE COLLABORATION

Not a surprising work-together as they are both two of the most hyped about female artists lately, but it is a shocker when both Beyonce and Lady GaGa released not one but two singles. First was Beyonce's Videophone, released as the eighth single from her I Am...Sasha Fierce album.

Beyonce Feat Lady GaGa - Videophone_Single Cover

Before it was released, this song has already hit the Billboard Bubbling Under R&B/Hip-Hop Songs chart at number fourteen, soon after the album's release in late 2008, due to airplay and strong digital sales. Lady Gaga was included in the extended remixed version as its official release in 2009, where the song makes I Am... Sasha Fierce the first album of the 21st century to have seven entries on the U.S. R&B chart. The song has received mixed reviews and for me it wasn't one of the stronger tracks from the album. A radio-friendly tune, but may not be a chart topper. With the infusion of GaGa's touch, who knows it may just hit Top 10 at the Billboard charts.

Next it's Lady GaGa's turn as she releases her single from her upcoming second studio album, The Fame Monster, where the single was coincidentally titled Telephone. It took me a few listen before taking a liking to it. Catchy and a great tune to play out loud in your car, likely to give GaGa her 6th Top 10 hit at the Billboard.

Lady Gaga With Beyonce

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Lantai yang KINCLONG!!

Rabu, 18 November 2009

Alhamdulillah,, akhirny gw inget gmn cara bikin lante kinclong! OMG,, setaon nunggu kelar renderny. tapi hasilny lucu. haha! Well,, at least ada orang yg merasa klo desain gw lucu—wlo orang itu adalah gw sndiri! HA!

how worse can it be?

Rabu, 18 November 2009

sejak dibantai ketika sidang-2,, gw blm pernah asistensi. wkt td sepagian nungguin bu ami ma p.willy ngampuz,, akhirny detik2 trakhir gw ketemu ma p.willy dan dia mentah2 menolak asistensiin gw,, ktny diundur jumat.

badan gw merah2 gara2 td mlm kebanyakan minum vodka mlm2,, dan wkt pegi naek motor,, bercak merahny makin menyebar.

jadi gw minum obat CTM dan ternyata tu bkn sekedar obat alergi,, melainkan jg obat tdr. so,, gw molor kyk orang mati sesiangan dan ga ngerjain apa pun.

nyadar betapaaaaa banyakny yg salah dari desain gw. WTF!!!

nyadar beTAPAAA banyakny gambar yg belum kelar! ffffffffffffffffff***!!

hape SE kesayangan gw modar. sejak sering black screen,, skarang diresmikan kiamat.

so, how worse can it be?

Makin Bosan,, =.=!!

Senin, 16 November 2009

Sumpe,, makin bosen ngejalaninny! haizz… =.=!! Tinggal 1 smstr ini koq perjuanganny setengah idup yakh? Pengen nyanyiii..............! Pengen nyanyi bangeeeed!! Jiwa ini mengerang-erang! Pengeeeennn!

by the way,, that KLA nominee,, gw kalah bowl :D That’s ok,, gw tau yg bakal menangin nominasi ini adalah yg terbaik, right? So,, i’m totally FINE.

Bosan SAA,, pengen nyanyi!

Anyhoo,, gw baru donlot Taylor Swift – Love Story yg versi karaoke-POP! HA! Senang,, :D

Ayo nyanyi!!

Ngobrol2,, udah lama jg gw ga nge-blog yakh? Hwmm,, hidup ini sedang dirumitkan oleh perencanaan masa depan! HA! Robert B Oxnam (Robbey) bilang,, KESUKSESAN hanyalah masalah perencanaan dan kerja keras. So,, bergejolaklah otak gw bbrp mgg terakhir ini,, banyak hal yg gw suka terjadi di hidup gw,, dan lebih banyak lagi hal2 yg lebih gw suka ingin gw jadikan di hidup gw mendatang. AIHH,,

Ay,, ay,, ay,, ngomongin masa depan bisa mumet...

Masih ada SAA yg harus segera dibabat habis nih! BERJUANG!! SUKSESKAN MASA DEPAN NAK!!!

Robert Oxnam

ini om Robbey :D --------------->>

RIHANNA BACK WITH A STRONG MESSAGE

After the much talked about brutal attack case of Rihanna and her ex Chris Brown, her highly anticipated come back album titled Rated R is due to be released on the 20 November 2009. Russian Roulette was released as the lead single on 20 October 2009, earning generally positive reviews, for both vocal and tune.The single debuted at #100 on the Billboard Hot 100, reached #75 the following week, and has since shot up the chart to #9, giving the Bajan R&B singer her twelve Top 10 hit. Written by Rihanna herself and Ne-Yo, the song introduces quite a surprising tune, different from the usual pop-R&B genre we are expecting. Ne-Yo shared that Rihanna had requested for the sombre vibe to the song, "She wanted to be dark, but not just dark for the sake of being dark. Dark with kind of a meaning, dark with some kind of thing to it." He added that he came up with the haunting Russian roulette theme which is a metaphor meaning that 'you don't know if the next move that you are going to make in the relationship is going to end it all or not'.   

Rihanna_Russian Roulette_Single Cover

The second single scheduled for this album is titled Hard featuring rapper Young Jeezy. Written and produced by The-Dream, this track has a more upbeat and abrasive approach, where Rihanna and guest Young Jeezy proudly discussed their elite status. Not really to mu liking, just another catchy tune you can get anywhere these days.

Rihanna - Hard (Feat Young Jeezy)_Single Cover

Rihanna once again teamed up with The-Dream for the third single for her Rated R album, titled Wait Your Turn. Also with a more serious and slowed-down pace like Russian Roulette, Wait Your Turn is scheduled to be released in early 2010 in UK.

Rihanna - Wait Your Turn_Single Cover

I'm not too impressed with Hard and Wait Your Turn, especially with the anticipation of how she will come back after her ordeal with Chris Brown, where she has to my opinion made it very clear she is coming back stronger and harder, and a survivor. Russian Roulette is a treat and used appropriately as the lead single, I like it. I also think it's great that she is making more attempt to focus on her vocals this time in this song, and not just relying on the tempo and music.

Apart from the lyrics and tunes presented, judging from her latest looks, plus the semi-nude approach for her single covers, including the music video for her song Wait Your Turn where she was spotted in a black hoodie wearing an eye patch, Rihanna wants the message clear with her come back this time, she is stronger, her songs are more serious and she is a survivor.   

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To download Rihanna's Hard CLICK HERE

To download Rihanna's Wait Your Turn CLICK HERE

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