Need Some Pain In My Life!
Years ago when I was still in the Taekwondo Club, I felt a live. Always had the passion for fighting, even though I was afraid of the pain I still pushed myself forward like a gladiator. It was not about landing a hit on my opponent that made me felt alive, it was the feeling of getting hit. The pain that I felt whenever I get hit made me realised that I was actually alive. Years had passed, the memories of how it felt is slowly fading away. Now...I need something to make me feel alive again!
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There are many ways of feeling alive, getting involved with a psychotic girl there is nothing more painful then that unless you marry her but you might not live that long!
But seriously I have felt that uncomfortably numbness that distanced feeling from life, and remembering what made you feel alive, pushing your personal boundaries by doing new things meeting new people. I used to go out a lot on my own just to meet the world or should I say just meet new people and experience them and the world around you. Hell just join a gym, a bit of exercise might not kill you but should give you some physical pain.
Its hard to say maybe your future is in the ring, maybe you’re a real he man who rates his life by the people he fights!